When u start thinking to delete all your surroundings ei. Friends , background, colors and soul .Then to start fresh like a baby with new life and new set of everything. You going to have to do the right things in relationships , friends , develope a proper background, do a proper education you allways like .
Then u ll find new colors in life , new ppl discover new attitude to adapt , then creat new memory.
After all this , u become bored of your second life and ask for a change .
Photo below , a year illustrated by an OX .