Standard

For me it is weird when someone expect an architect to do things in normal manner ,where his job and what he has been learning is 'how to do things differently ' . Thats not applied only to how he designs but also in delivery and how he can make it happened !

Standard is our enemy , and if you  keep thinking how you going to win an argument or a way in doing things as standard and you have to do the same , then I ll stop you fella and tell you that's wrong . ' standard doesn't necessarily right ' ,thus , I would consider this , for today , is the weakest argument ever you can end or start .

Why 'thinking out the box ' becomes the enemy of the human comfort /ears , enemy of your sequence of thinking , morons ,seriously , working out things differently boosting your boredom and pathetic life . I ll let you reader from here to keep re-thinking how you do things . Although I'm not asking you to rethink of what u were believe yet !

Photo below , standard beauty !

time line

Yeah , today I'm 40 , first day to declare my miserable life and fight for reason to keep my self awake . just had a new winkle at my full scarred face. Ageing is getting me down to me with no proper life , with pathetic and unsuccessful relationships  carried all a long my 4 decades with me . Haunted by all heats I ve been broken . Yet , regret but reasoning .

A son i never met but corresponded  vintagely through mail . at a furthest point from my utmost love my family , although all my circles (ppl i used to know ) has a proper families with successful history line , happier , enjoying the life over its dust , while im feeding at it . 

Photo below ; alone in a road with outside lots of community clusters 

Unwellness

What is your feeling when u visit a clinic with loads of elderly patients , then u realise you are too early to be here, too early to seek medical care ?
It could be one of two , either you are treating your self earlier for future prevention . Or you are getting older quickly, specially when the doc asked you strangely about your age .
Anyway those answers will be treated case by case basis . I hav infection so shutup !
Other time I done the things unright so shut up I'm not growing older . But its not the either options ! In not growing old neither preventing its the lousy probability damn it ! Damn u probability u can be the worst.nevertheless how great u can be in meeting coincident .

Photo below , as per described.