MT Kota Kinabalu

So have decided to rush to catch up with the bus on of the early mornings spent in KK town . The bus rate was RM 20 to KK national park addition to RM 17 transfer to Timpohon Gate , to enter as a visitor and to preform the low peak ( layan layan hut ) . Anyway these are my record :

1000 start trail
1100 2km
1200 mempening
1230 head back
1415 finished
5 hrs hike
3.2 km x2 (6.4 km )

Note that I ve been taking over by many of hikers haha .
But it's first time for any exercise I ve made since Jan 13 ! So it's not bad after all .

Burp

Dude seriously u can burp and enjoy your stomach in victorious way , as long as it wont sound like an ill COW !

Andernaline

Feeling like iam in top of the world when riding my sweet car with an enthusiastic beats , the feeling when u are among lotta of experts and u answered a question that blow all their minds. 
The feeling when among 30 pax class and answer the teacher amazingly that she/he went wowing u . Leaving me with a blush on my face .
Such  occasions built my picture among surroundings . Although I ll blowing their mind everyseconds but how easy it sounds they over come with silent pause .

Our brains are wonderful the skills needed to operate that shit .

Photo below , ain't it sexy legs ? Too bad going to cover up with bricks and plasters .

Type of people you can find at work

So far I ve comprehended some types of co-workers and assessed with the final judgment , cause your first evaluation won't be certain until you find that is their permanent status .

Apart of those whom spend their time gossiping and make the work platform as their main social activities , my evaluation below is based on which methods of how doing work and plan the work time which is 8 hours only .

Firstly , for those whom see the 8 hours like 8 miles and they can spend achieving a mile at every hour , A salut is designed for them . But whom ever tries spend those 8 miles on a pair of broken crouches  while the determination which pushes them to end up within 12 hours , those has taken their chance and at least end up successfully .

Thirdly , those who minimise their work and spread it up into the team , or always compromise the amount of production they need to do by spending their time of arguing on the necessity do doing such work rather of JUST DOING IT .

Fourthly , which I just figured them out , those who are crawling to achieve the god damn 8 miles per day . And never do , why ,because they spend their time chatting and socialising and bitching acting smart to their superiors ,until the time is on   And they leave . No fucking care of the urgent production is needed neither any commitment to what they promised ! 

Lastly not least , those who tends to be diffusive idiotically although , they were screwed clearly . Whereas , some beautiful workers are humble and their apology is much appreciated ..

The bosses should start determining and taking decisions ! 

Photo below , hit like a bitch !

Sketches

All Architects , or non architects , you may need to keep your first sketches of any project well kept and in high resolution .because you won't know until u have to present your project to thousands of ppl some day ..

Photo below , theme of period .

 

Taste of life

So gotta live my solo life , when all souls left the place Im living . at any drunken single he gotta finish his booze until enough .
so the my first tasty cocktail / experiment ; red grape juice by fresh peels w/ smirnoff   50% vol it goes great , but make sure you mix it well with lotta lotta ice .
upgrading that mixer ; 1/3  red grape juice w/ 2/3 stolen coke :D  w/ kiss of Jack Daniel's  ,that going to taste a bit of caramel .
enjoy 

Photo below ; The right moment create great shots . 

Signed

Imagin learning the sign language only to get new friends from that world , and start discuss their stuff ,jokes,issues , and laughters.
The good thing the sign language is not a language belongs to culture , it's belongs to communities and their varied in how develop is their sign language is . But today it hinted to my brain when I saw two different races speaking fluidly using the hands ,gestures and arms , and it was in such harmony that their smile never left their cheeks .

But what if the humanity born with no vocals ?
What if sounds, voices never exists , we'll, simply other sense will be developed stronger and live the life differently , in top of that might with less problems . The average human yet to learn how to be a good listener , nor learning how to communicate with the combination of senses . Like the Body language yet the average human being make good use of it , it's left to the police and how really want communicate and get the more info with less time and effort .

Photo below , to remember a tree can turn into black .

Fresh

When u start thinking to delete all your surroundings ei. Friends , background, colors and soul .Then to start fresh like a baby with new life and new set of everything.  You going to have to do the right things in relationships , friends , develope a  proper background,  do a proper education you allways like .

Then u ll find new colors in life , new ppl discover new attitude to adapt , then creat new memory. 
After all this , u become bored of your second life and ask for a change .

Photo below , a year illustrated by an OX .

Standard

For me it is weird when someone expect an architect to do things in normal manner ,where his job and what he has been learning is 'how to do things differently ' . Thats not applied only to how he designs but also in delivery and how he can make it happened !

Standard is our enemy , and if you  keep thinking how you going to win an argument or a way in doing things as standard and you have to do the same , then I ll stop you fella and tell you that's wrong . ' standard doesn't necessarily right ' ,thus , I would consider this , for today , is the weakest argument ever you can end or start .

Why 'thinking out the box ' becomes the enemy of the human comfort /ears , enemy of your sequence of thinking , morons ,seriously , working out things differently boosting your boredom and pathetic life . I ll let you reader from here to keep re-thinking how you do things . Although I'm not asking you to rethink of what u were believe yet !

Photo below , standard beauty !

time line

Yeah , today I'm 40 , first day to declare my miserable life and fight for reason to keep my self awake . just had a new winkle at my full scarred face. Ageing is getting me down to me with no proper life , with pathetic and unsuccessful relationships  carried all a long my 4 decades with me . Haunted by all heats I ve been broken . Yet , regret but reasoning .

A son i never met but corresponded  vintagely through mail . at a furthest point from my utmost love my family , although all my circles (ppl i used to know ) has a proper families with successful history line , happier , enjoying the life over its dust , while im feeding at it . 

Photo below ; alone in a road with outside lots of community clusters 

Unwellness

What is your feeling when u visit a clinic with loads of elderly patients , then u realise you are too early to be here, too early to seek medical care ?
It could be one of two , either you are treating your self earlier for future prevention . Or you are getting older quickly, specially when the doc asked you strangely about your age .
Anyway those answers will be treated case by case basis . I hav infection so shutup !
Other time I done the things unright so shut up I'm not growing older . But its not the either options ! In not growing old neither preventing its the lousy probability damn it ! Damn u probability u can be the worst.nevertheless how great u can be in meeting coincident .

Photo below , as per described.

Signed

Imagin learning the sign language only to get new friends from that world , and start discuss their stuff ,jokes,issues , and laughters.
The good thing the sign language is not a language belongs to culture , it's belongs to communities and their varied in how develop is their sign language is . But today it hinted to my brain when I saw two different races speaking fluidly using the hands ,gestures and arms , and it was in such harmony that their smile never left their cheeks .

But what if the humanity born with no vocals ?
What if sounds, voices never exists , we'll, simply other sense will be developed stronger and live the life differently , in top of that might with less problems . The average human yet to learn how to be a good listener , nor learning how to communicate with the combination of senses . Like the Body language yet the average human being make good use of it , it's left to the police and how really want communicate and get the more info with less time and effort .

Photo below , to remember a tree can turn into black .

Life is joke !

How many time you have reacted in a rage comment once u received an offend , and how many times you ve acted smart about it and replied with a JOKE, a joke were wasn't offending anyone cause its called humour . And eventually will change the tense atmosphere that somebody , unintentionally , did .

Realising every time when I'm serious about stuff , how much idiotic ,unfun and predicted Iam . Which , not in anyhow the least of my goals .

How about releasing a small joke , spreading a laugh in too much negative charges funeral . Seriously guys therein nothing should be serious on this shit life . How about wearing shorts with monkey prints to the office , were u the CEO ? Or hitting ur client's butt time to time or squeezing her phenomenal giant tits ?

Jokes , fun , sarcasm should not take as offence , if not shall call them " anti living " and put to jail .


Photo below , shoot me !

Posting memories

Thinking of posting a blog of a journey you had last week ? Or excited about taking a photo with friends about to leave or even with a gf ?
Well the fact of posting all those memo and throw them off some boxes or hard disks , not to be enjoined by you some day you are free , you ll get lucky if someone care about it for the next generation .
Saying that , a person or a thing is not beside you anymore , is trivial and never deserve spend time to remember or to have the feeling of " Aws what a sweet time it was " . Not fuck this dude , just appreciate what you are having now and try your best to work it out well to keep it beside you . Otherwise kick it off and blast it .
I just can't believe some ppl just like to creat memory , which mean I'm leaving you for good and to be just fucking non forgotten memory . Well , to those ppl , fuck off your memory is forgotten and dumped .

                                                Sketch below ; happened in Rome 

Crime

I ve been stabbed 3 locations in the guts ,the day before my birthday was,while I was sleep ,By so called proffesional stabber . Get in playing my bowls with his fences . And was so frozen that I felt nothing or my blood that washed away .Then carried out naked by chicks , that the proffesional stabber confronted me saying that was a complixy messed out .Then I don remember more details .
Surgery is messed up. 

Photo below: its my b'day get over it bitchs .

30

So its the first rays of sunshine through my room's window at hospital on my first day of my thirties. And here was the first morning rose to my horizon of my rethinking of the life differently .I might backup my thoughts together to over come the pain I'm having from my operation and from any pain might occure .
I loved the calls , the timeline posts by gorgeous ppl and not the least the great presistance of my true friends to care for me .
30 to be about love and continue the caring , no sad drops allowed or pain to block motions . I ve seen many suffered oldies.  So just get it right . We are not thinking getting old at our twenties until we become 30s , and won't make drifferent our followed b days until its fucking 40s .
Word ppl and graditute to all .

Photo below a tower through window frame .